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what you just named
You came in joy, not pain: that you feel certain you will keep a thing, in your relationships — specifically with children — and you reached for the Stoic voice first. That's what you've named. Listen now to what it answers.
- Stoic
Spirit
mind
Seneca writes that we lengthen our lives by what we do, not by how long we live: so let us lengthen our lives; for the duty and the proof of life consist in action. Showing up for your child even when they do not want you to is the action. The not-wanting may last a season or many seasons. The proof of your life as a father, in those seasons, is the action of continuing to show up — not pushing through their refusal, but being available, being a phone call that gets returned eventually, being the man whose door is the door their door knows about. The lengthening is the showing up.
heart
Show up by being available, not by pushing through. The door open is the action.
connection
You stand in the line of every father whose presence was registered through long seasons of his child not wanting it — every man who was the available father even in the years he was the unwelcome one.
Action
This week, show up for your child in one specific available way that does not push: a text without expectation of response, a card sent, a meal cooked when they visit, a presence that does not insist.
Reference
So let us lengthen our lives; for the duty and the proof of life consist in action.
Seneca, Letters from a Stoic Ep. 122
practice
Showing up by being available, not by pushing through their not-wanting
principle
The duty is the action of remaining available; the proof of your fatherhood is the showing up, not the welcome
value
Available presence through long seasons